In April we met, it’s hard for me to admit it but I just can’t seem to forget it
Long blonde hair it’s take every ounce of me to say that I don’t care
And I’m lying every time I say I don’t want you there
But it still hurts how you treated me, defeated me like I didn’t matter
Then you came around like you needed me, didn’t you just fucking leave me?
Try and deceive me and say you weren’t with anybody else
I’m sorry but my hearts not for you to be put on a shelf and gather dust
If trust is what you wanted, then you should just asked
Not going behind to my friends and telling them I had been an ass to you
All I ever wanted to do was tell you how much you meant to me
So I sit here and vent to myself hoping one day, you piss me off so much, this is what I’ll say
Mind games isn’t what I want to play but I can play them just as much as you
Don’t believe me; you don’t want me to show you
If this sounds like I’m angry then put yourself in my shoes and try to be me
And when I finally got that phone call and you told me that you didn’t trust me
That’s when it flustered me
But it must’ve been me right? It must’ve been my fault
Just like the all the other nights
That we sit and fight; then you’d just leave to get some fresh air
But in truth, you were just going to get the heir of me in this relationship
You were back in his bedroom, thinking that I didn’t know
My sister was right, don’t ever trust a ho
(chorus)
I told you once don’t go behind my back
I told you twice don’t go behind my back
You still make love to him in the sack
Now all you can do for me now is make me ack
3rd time is a charm? Not for you
You ain’t gonna get one, sorry bitch, but we’re through
(verse 2)
I still pick up those pictures trying to picture some else
But I can’t, shit I wonder why because I don’t want no one else
This house still smells like you, I just wish it were you
Why did you have to do this to me
Why did it have to be so hurtful
Why did you have to be so deceitful
Cuz bitch, you were just full of lies all the times
You ever said I was the one, told me you love me and called me your Hun
But the fun for you is over; this song, is my fucking closure
Should I burn your clothes or give em away
I don’t know what else to say except for sorry
I’m not sorry for what you did, it’s for what I did
I told you we would have kids, lied about that
I told you, you were the one; damn, is not quite too whack
Told you I’d never let you down; still kinda got your back
It’s just too much to still have that rush
Of once upon a time; 10-15 for this selfish crime
(chorus)
(Verse 3)
I have only have one question, was it worth it?
I don’t even think you learned your lesson
I’m tired of confessin and telling you that I love you
My cage, your love; your cage, that other dude’s
Am I starting to prove it to you? You never loved me
Just the agony that I went through; now you’re telling me that our love I threw away?
Shit, I didn’t throw anything away; you’re the one that left
You’re the one that kept telling me I was a defect
Now you’re mad because I couldn’t protect it?
Fuck you, you infected it, then tried to collect it
Too bad you neglected it and me; you never respected me
You just kept mind testing me; now look at me, I’m here protesting
What you put me through, yea I probably should’ve known from the start
But the way you looked at me, you had done captured my heart
Now it’s broke in half and all you can do is sit there and fucking laugh?
I’m fucking done, hun; I’ve shunned you, you’ll never be my boo