I’ve been depressed lately, but I’m tryna ditch it
I got my heart broken; and im tryna stitch it
I wake up everyday, not knowing who I am
Not knowing who to trust; not knowing who I can’t
I’m sick of all these lies; that all yall feed to me
I dont need a friend; just someone to believe in me
Or have the deceny, to give me motivation
Skippin checkpoints, i’ve been lookin for my destination
You say my ex girl, is all I talk about
You spend 3 years with someone before walking out
See how you cope with it, I bet you’d do the same
I read the rulebook; but I guess we played a different game
Thats fine with me, youre who you want to be
The world will end before you know how much you meant to me
I gotta move along, and just forget it all
Dont you EVER hit me up, or even ask to call
Still live at moms; I’m 19
Still fiending paper like an empty fucking fax machine
It’s time to grow up, and get my shit together
I’d rather now, than struggle wit money forever
Without no money, whats the point in living life
If everydays a struggle, never gettin sleep at night
I’ve gotta walk to places, I dont have a car
I’ll never ask for one, cause my father works too hard
40 hour week, half the rent, pays gone
Without a penny in your pocket, makes the day long
I vent for me, I don’t vent for you
Stop acting like you know me, YOU AINT GOTTA CLUE
I rap about the shit that I’ve been through
Or what I’ve seen, dont you ever tell me what to do
Or what to say, I make my own decisions
Don’t you ever split my heart, I make my own incisions
When a friend becomes a groupie thats the end of it
Our relationship is done, there’s no mending it
I respect women, who respect their body
I don’t respect women, who think and breathe naughty
I met this girl, who denied me twice
Now that I rap its different, cause now she wants to pipe
She wants a slice, texts me everynight
Busy wit her life; but always got the time to skype
For all you faggots, who always think im heartless
I’ve just grown, and i’ve learned to use my heart less